Hey, this is my homepage, so I have to say something about myself. Sometimes it is hard to introduce yourself because you know yourself so well that you do not know where to start with. Let me give a try to see what kind of image you have about me through my self-description. I hope that my impression about myself and your impression about me are not so different. Here it goes.
I am a person who is positive about every aspect of life. There are many things I like to do, to see, and to experience. I like to read, I like to write; I like to think, I like to dream; I like to talk, I like to listen. I like to see the sunrise in the morning, I like to see the moonlight at night; I like to feel the music flowing on my face, I like to smell the wind coming from the ocean. I like to look at the clouds in the sky with a blank mind, I like to do thought experiment when I cannot sleep in the middle of the night. I like flowers in spring, rain in summer, leaves in autumn, and snow in winter. I like to sleep early, I like to get up late; I like to be alone, I like to be surrounded by people. I like country’s peace, I like metropolis’ noise; I like the beautiful west lake in Hangzhou, I like the flat cornfield in Champaign. I like delicious food and comfortable shoes; I like good books. I like the land and the nature, I like people. And, I like to laugh.
ok… so I am not perfect! .. I constantly feel overweight .. eventhough I am in a healthy weight. I am not super skinny and I am not fat.. I am just in the middle.. I feel ugly.. but I am normal looking. I am not a monster.. and offcourse I am not the next angelina jolie!I dont know how to wear makeup!!! and I dont own any pair of heeles.. I love food!!!I cried for everything!!! everything.. if I am happy, mad, sad… or just bored! I am not the smartest person.. but hey.. I am not a complete moron!
I used to always look at the bad things about me!! even though I have everything to be happy!! (knock on wood)but lately I've realize that God gave me this body.. so either I hate it or I try to love it… its really hard when you see this perfect models.. and this perfect girls in the street.. who just look unreal… too perfect for their own good… and then I see people like ME.. normal looking…[hala! media class! hahaha!] but you know what I am tired of feeling crappy.. I am tired of worrying about having a stupid boyfriend.. so what if I am 20 and single.. hell is not the end of the world.. Lately something just clicked.. I mean it really clicked… I am starting to like my self.. just the way I am..
I am a not so popular girl in this world who just want to live a happy life. I just want to see in my very own eyes that my parents are coming down the plane at the same time with a smile on their face and with that smile, I can really say that the problems in my life is now OVER...
just had this moment in front of the mirror where I kind of rediscovered. I looked into the mirror and I thought it wasn’t that bad, wasn’t bad at all. I had almost forgot that I actually have some features which can be called beautiful. It’s strange how the focus shifts depending on how I feel. Some days all I can see are the things I want to change, on others I think it’s ok the way it is.
